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[04 Jan 2008|12:32pm] |
I just read all my old entries. Wow, I used to be really unhappy with millersville and things in general. I even went as far as saying that I wanted to go to school closer to home. Well I'm glad I stuck it out because I finally got my chance with Kyle, even after all that waiting and what I had to go through to finally get it through his thick head haha. But for once I can say that i'm actually happy. I know it hasn't been easy, but I'm a lot smarter these days just from observing those around me for so many years. Hopefully things will just keep going well and everything will be just dandy.
I'm in the process of looking for internships right now. I don't know what the hell I want to do. I'm majoring in Earth Science and minoring in Chemistry. There are a few museum jobs that look like fun (yes I know, I am a dork). There are a few other government jobs as well. I don't really want to work too far away so hopefully I can find something around this area.
Welp, that's about it.
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[04 Sep 2006|12:27am] |
16 hours in a car, with two parents. Definitely not a good situation to begin with, but at least we made it to Chicago in one piece.
Navy Graduation was pretty sweet. Had to keep some water out of my eyes, you know you know. I found my husband. He's a sailor, and although he doesn't know it, I'll find out what state he is going to and we will get married.
It was surprising to see how many people passed out, and or had to be escorted out because they had to stand in formation for about an hour and a half. We saw a few ambulances come in and out of the Naval Station, but that's normal supposedly. Recruit limousines is what they are called.
Mom went super crazy buying things. It was weird walking around, all you saw were sailors, and they all looked the same. 5 million Chris' everywhere. He's off to Mississippi, and back to the Ville for me tomorrow. Damnit. I want to go back to Navy town. Not thinking town.
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[21 Aug 2006|04:11pm] |
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last night went to the tla.
this providence and hit the lights were fun, i'm not big on cute is what we aim for. it's a one man show, he sure does move funny.
i'm in love with hayley more and more everyday. her throat was real bad so they didn't get to sing brighter, hallelujah, or hero. seemed pretty short to me, but it's all gravy.
school starts on sunday, and i'm so unexcited. boo.
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[19 Jul 2006|10:39pm] |
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people are so uncompassionate, it sickens me.
tonight at work, this little fragile old man joe couldn't keep up. so, i went out of my way to do some things for him and the lady attending to our line got bitchy with me. if i want to be a good person and help someone i will, damnit.
i ended up getting to sit next to him and he was telling me about his life and what not. he said he's surprised he has lived this long, after open heart surgery, quadruple bypass, and diabetes. he started talking about his daughter that almost made me tear up. he said she died 15 years ago and they say it gets easier as time goes on but it hasn't for him. she was a beautiful girl, and epileptic, she had a seizure one day, and passed away, it turned out she was home alone while her husband was out fooling around with another woman.
bless the little old man i sat next to tonight, he's a trucker alright.
i really think i should work with the elderly.
i just don't think i'd be able to handle it.
sad night for micheley.
and a middle finger goes out to the people who do not care for people in need.
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[13 Jul 2006|06:15pm] |
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Life.
has not been happening lately.
oh well, it is, but it's no fun!
The only thing interesting is watching new supervisor faces at work, and even that is not entertaining because they aren't fun to look at.
I'm content with being alone on a day off, it's how I do. I really haven't done much unless it includes the loves like Kristi and the Miss Face of my life. But that's how I do. I really don't feel like being around people from highschool and/or my age. So far, I'm a good hider.
Sup, mature.
Sup, not gross and flaunty.
I need to become unlazy.
Motivation!
Saw Pirates 2 in MD with the lovers. Can you say love? I bought a poster of my men, I would have really liked to buy the lifesize cardboard cut out of johnnnnay, but then my room mate would probably think I'm a little ridiculous.
We got a box of my brother from chicago. Well almost all of him. Everything he brought with him, including clothes, minus him. But he's kicking still. Hoo Rah.
I bought some fancy shmancy shirts today. But they aren't too wonderful. We should all wear Moo Moo's. Comfortable and convenient.
This is nonsense, I'm just waiting for dinner.
Mr. Cop man cousin of mine is in for a surprise partay tomorrow. YAH YAHhhhhh partayyyyyy. Boooo hooo 90 degree weather. Free food, more yah yah.
Okay, I'm done being an idiot.
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[30 Jun 2006|10:48pm] |
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tonight i was sitting next to an 85 year old man. yeah he had a gf of seven years, pimp. he asked if i had a bf and i said no, boys don't like nice girls these days, and he told me i should have one and not to worry i will find someone.
bless the little hearts of old people.
they light up my life.
mmm bagels.
mmm german soccer players.
mmm for winning.
mmm for juicy juice.
mmm for it being the weekend.
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[22 Jun 2006|10:11pm] |
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brazilians are fun to watch, them and their fancy feet.
i really want to attempt to go for a jog and not die tomorrow morning.
wish me luck.
it probably won't happen.
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[16 Jun 2006|02:48pm] |
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yay i love the world cup. everything about it, i wish i was one of the screaming thousands of fans.
i was watching a few games the other day and my momma dukes said . " i remember how everyone's parents used to get so excited to see you play", and then i got a sad lip.
it was fun visiting kristi. the warped tour was definitely much nicer at the park in MD, other than being in dirty jersey. all day just wanted to see paramore, and they were lots of fun. their stage presence has definitely progressed since i ever saw them first open for acceptance. they were all dressed super nice and wore red carnations. cutest things ever.
played simon says, got a fun shirt. out of all places my scalp got sunburn, and we've compiled a bunch of condoms.
two guys walked over to us one time and were like you two are attractive ladies, here be safe. i was tired of refusing all day and exclaimed, "I'm waiting for marriage!" and then handed it to kristi haha.
oh and i'm a little t'oed, found out they now take 52 dollars out of your paycheck to work in bristol township instead of 10, that's freaking stupid and i want my money back.
sheesh.
this EP is quite lovely.
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[12 Jun 2006|12:37am] |
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i'm so in love with b101 night moods haha.
my right arm is burnt. yeah that's right, just one.
i don't enjoy shadyness.
speaking of shady, the pool hall was.
i talked too much game about air hockey, and lost.
it's okay though, because i still rule.
sometimes.
i watched this movie and liked this.
After living in the dark for so long, a glimpse of the light can make you giddy. Strange thoughts come into your head and you better think'em. Has a special fate been calling you and you not listening? Is there a secret message right in front of you and you're not reading it? Is this your last, best chance? Are you gonna take it? Or are you going to the grave with unlived lives in your veins?
-the good girl
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[08 Jun 2006|08:22pm] |
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I felt the need to type so here I am.
I started work this week, it was pretty much boring as anything. I hate being there, but at the same time content because I feel like i'm in a different world and am not bothered by things that I'd be thinking about at home. And, practically every soul even if they are 70 years old, loves me there, and calls me adorable. Thanks old ladies you make my day.
I'm in a weird mood today, and it's not a good feeling one.
I need to smile some.
Next week I may be seeing Miss Kristi on Thursday for some fun if I can drive all the way down there without my mom having a heart attack. We'll see if that happens.
I found my new bathing suit that I bought for this summer. If I don't get any use out of it I'll be t'oed. It's a pretty little thang and I never get excited about bathing suits.
I don't like being mopey but it's just that kind of day. :/
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[29 May 2006|11:38pm] |
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Today Stephen, Kim, Shawn, and myself headed down to MD to visit Kristi and Dustin's new apartment. It's really nice, and I'm super excited. However, it will be quite tough with a part of my life living in another state. Hmmph.
I've weaseled enough.
I've gotten further than I thought.
But who am I kidding now!
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[19 May 2006|11:58pm] |
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summer is going to suck, maybe.
i can predict the future, trust me.
l-town, you slaughter me and make me watch tv and eat all day.
sometimes,
i
just
don't
know.
save me?
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[17 May 2006|12:52am] |
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flksdfd;gjgksdjgkc.
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[19 Apr 2006|09:08am] |
----------------Girls----------------------------
------- -----are like apples-------------------
--------on trees. The best ones-----------
------are at the top of the tree.--------
----The boys dont want to reach------
---for the good ones because they ------
-are afraid of falling and getting hurt.----
Instead, they just get the rotten apples-
---from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
-something is wrong with them, when in
--reality, they're amazing. They just
---have to wait for the right boy to-------
----- come along, the one who's-----------
----------- brave enough to-----------------
-----------------climb all----------------------
----------------- the way---------------------
-----------------to the top--------------------
---------------- of the tree.------------------
stacey, boys don't want to get a branch in their eye to reach us at the top. ;)
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[14 Apr 2006|06:05pm] |
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as much as i wanted to come home, i realized now, how unwelcoming this town is.
when we reached the toll, coolio's "gangsta's paradise" came on, and i was like this is the perfect song for our return.
the look and feel of this place, makes me sad. it used to be nice here, it used to be a place i liked, but now look at it.
boo.
i'm afraid i'm going to eat my house this weekend.
and you can't stop me.
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[03 Apr 2006|11:15pm] |
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Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
-Mark Twain
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[02 Apr 2006|12:20am] |
i feel like i'm in a bubble.
i want to move to like canada, and maybe do something with my life.
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[30 Mar 2006|08:56am] |
And we're all finding ways, to find ourselves.
Through these, broken, fallen walls that we call, we call our own.
And we're never looking away.
Hopefully someday we can just stay young.
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[29 Mar 2006|06:45am] |
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i was just informed that i will have my 3 hour psychology class on our "snow day", you know one of the days in the middle of the week that we have "off" :/. lets hope that's not the case for the rest of my classes.
just about 6 weeks of school left :)
i need to stop being so lazy and get up and do something.
i ended up in hobbs for next year. lendhardt was filled by the time i got there :( i hope it gets renovated this summer, because i need AC.
speaking of AC.. stacey i didnt know 45 degree weather needed it either.
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[22 Mar 2006|12:11pm] |
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it kind of makes me sick to see him happy.
but it makes me feel good that i am who i am, and i'm not her.
in other news this iced tea is fabulous and i can't wait to unwind to a flyers game this evening, after a crazy chemistry day.
that is all.
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